what you compromise you cannot change this is my brothers...


take me as you are push me off the road the sadness, i need this time to be with you im freezing in the sun im burning in the rain the silence im screaming, calling out your name...





   

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Aug 20, 2005
melancholy!? ii


seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks have past still i feel this melancholy that creeps down to my heart... 

Posted at 06:36 am by dranyam
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Aug 7, 2005
its rainy sunday...


its a rainy gloomy sunday
  
   the sun is not yet showing itself...
   the clouds in the sky still insist to govern the heavens...
   rain still seals the people in their houses...
   coldness creeps in every house...
   that binds every individual on their beds...

   this morning i went to church at around 800am with my family. i wear a dark green longslivs 
   en a blak pants. after that we went home around 12nn and ate lunch... I fixed the table and wash the dishes... my mom bought me my medication... well i was kinda scared to tell her that my electricity bill was 1200 pesos so i did my routinary tactics,,, of corse the very "OBEDIENT SON METHOD"  it was hard bcoz i have to do the weeping, washing,folding,ironing,cleaning and the Disposing thing...
after i finish all the list of commands.... i approach my mom with a very lowly voice and told her that i must pay 1200 pesos for the elctricity... i was waiting for an explosing reaction but it didnt happen i was surprise and i begin to smile... my mom told me "maynard ill deduct it withyour weekly allowance" ahhhhhh im so sad i have to pay it.... i just sed ok?! my METHOD didnt work sorry for me... kainis!!!! ok lng i can still survive...  well thats it,... ang cold talaga sumbay mom ko sa weather huhuhuhuhuhu....   

 

       

 


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Aug 6, 2005
melancholy!?

melancholy- this is what i feel today i miss somebody so much even though we have seen each other today. i dont know y but definitely i mis her... hoping that we could chat lots of hours, eat together, go to places where we could enjoy,,, as long as im with her definitely my day that was busted would be fine...i miss every single part of her personality the way she laughs, smiles, and care...

   many times i look in to your eyes to see the inner beauty you possess...
   even though how hard i look at it still there is an enigma which makes
   me eager to know you better... 

   i want to express what i feel but time does not permit...
   we see each other rarely coz we have different schedules...
   an hour or 2 hours would be the longest time we had...
   still i have that hope that in this melancholy i feel...
   someday things would change and become more better...

   i miss you...
   i really do...
   

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Jun 25, 2005
what a wik!!!!

what a wik...

i have my first duty in the hospital harmonizing with my illness "acute nasopharyngits" in short i have cough and colds8).

dis wik is so toxic and im expecting that as time pass by it will be more harder...

i have so much to say but im not on the right mood...

ciao...

Posted at 05:16 am by dranyam
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May 28, 2005
idleness...



time started: 10:34pm
date: may 28, 2005

   what a  day! i spent my whole day at home nothing to do except my routinary chores... after doin all the chores... comes "my idleness"...   most of the times  we love to be idle... doing nothing at all But when we get there suddenly we realized that it is more blessed to be busy... As i became idle many things in the past  just puffed out... when i was still young, being the first grandson, my grandparents were so happy and i played with them everyday with my little red ball... so much for that nonsense... hikhikhik.... i've just realized how important people really are... in just a snap of a finger many people die around the world and its a blessing that we are still alive.... come to think of it if God would " ask every person to pay for the air He supplies"... well He is gracious thats why He didn't do it....good for us8)


we all experience idleness but the thing is do we use it right?!


   thats why many people suffer poverty, commits crime, and plays evil things on their heads...



   but you can use it right by reflecting yourself, for relaxation, and to unwind [getting out stress].


somehow my day became productive....haaay



time ended: 11:22pm
date: may 28, 2005


Posted at 08:13 am by dranyam
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May 27, 2005
2nd time koh?!

na speechless ako sa unang entry ko 8)...
hehehe...

time started: 7:49pm
date: may 27, 2005

well well this is my 2nd time to write...
my day was fine i woke up at around 10am because i slept early last night[2am] hikhikhik... my human alarm clock woke me up [ thats my mom ]. because she hates people who sleeps so long... and it is not normal for her to see her beloved son slumbering very tardy...8) so i woke up, fixed my bed, brush my teeth, and started to do my chores... hay... 





these are the ff: [chronological order] 

swept the floor of the WHOLE house...
cleaned 3 rooms of the house...
washed dishes [ about 15 plates and more ]
washed clothes and hanged them in our backyard...
cooked pasta [would you believe it] i dont think so 8)...





continuation...

after all of that im still happy because i found myself productive and somehow helped my mom in her daily chores... anyway classes are fast approaching... and this is my time to be a help in our house...





time ended: 8:26pm  
date may 27, 2005
 

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May 24, 2005
first time koh?!

this is my first time to write on my blog...






Posted at 10:22 pm by dranyam
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